Adrenaline is a weird chemical. It can make rational people flip switches in a split second. And, people who are used to fighting, use it like a natural drug to get a rush. Some people use violence as a sacntioned method of discipline. For other people it defines who they are.
Very true on all counts.
Im not by nature a violent person,, I just play on in front of an audience lmao.
I do have to say though,, that in the work I do when the adrenaline starts its a VERY addictive drug.
Unfortunately, Ive hade to catch myself in real lworld situations, and Ive been lucky thus far.
I tend to be a very self disciplined person,, as Ive stated many times before. So I know when to back off, when to leave, and when to just disapear for a while.
Im not going to lie,, Ive had a few bad incidents in the past ( I wont wont go into those, enough people think im a monster as it is), but ive never hit a woman outside the ring.
Ive found that just turning your back on a woman and ignoring her when a situation gets out of hand that she instigated is more than enough of a blow to her psyche than any physical hit will ever do.
Not that im into mental or emotional abuse either.
Ive seen women that were emotionaly and mentaly abused to the point that they were just shadows creeping along. Ive seen them to the point that a wrong look from a stranger sends them into a fetal state.
Abuse is abuse,, be it physical , emotional or mental.
Scars dont have to be seen .
