Topic: What are you thinking right now?

[xtopave]

Thanks. me too. I'm not really an angry person, but I am really upset over this. I'm glad that they haven't met my daughter, I hope to keep it that way. I don't want them to rub off on her. Just awful awful people.

I understand you're hurting right now but think about this: if you deliberately avoid the contact it could backfire at you when she grows up and asks why you did that. I saw that happen. I can tell you're raising her in a caring loving environment so the "assholeness" won't rub off on her. 

[Autumn]

Truth is, I don't have to deliberately avoid contact, they don't contact me.

[Beatrix]

sorry Autumn, just  a train of thought in the middle of the night. 

I should not look over your life, it's sad to hear your grandpa died.  I didn't realize I was in the same thread.  I read it a day or so ago, but I wasn't to be on long.  Sometimes when I see something so serious on here I tend to move away from it too.  It's nothing personal, but when I took the time to type that out to chek, I didn't realize what was right above it.

Don't eva worry about those other pricks though, not worth your good graces.

[dweez]

I'm the same.  Often I don't know what to say and anything I try to say sounds so forced or fake.  I do feel for you and know things will eventually get better, but that doesn't hurt with the current pain.  Just know I'm here if you need to vent.

[Autumn]

Thanks guys, but I don't take offense or anything. I don't tend to get emotional, just felt slighted and was angry. My grandpa dying is tragic, but he has recently been a stranger to me. After my mom died they all distanced from me. Probably because I remind them of her.

Right mow I am thinking "good cow" and also holy never watching nfl again.

[smokester]

Right now I am think of reformatting my main comp as it is being a real stubborn S.O.B at present.  The problem is it takes me about 4 days to get all the software back on it.

[Autumn]

I would do mine, too, but I lost my legit copy of windows 7...

[goldshirt*9]

I would do mine, too, but I lost my legit copy of windows 7...

the problem with a non legit version is 

I am thinking
should I or shouldn't I.
80000000 is a lot of money

[Autumn]

The problem is that i can't burn it to a cd.

[goldshirt*9]

run and install from memory stick 

[Autumn]

Don't have one

[xtopave]

Will I have to change my laptop's keyboard bc of a single key that's not even really broken?

[mishca09]

Allergies suck.

[goldshirt*9]

Will I have to change my laptop's keyboard bc of a single key that's not even really broken?

hate changing keyboards .
had to re-insert one letter for my daughter once. 

[xtopave]

had to re-insert one letter for my daughter once. 

Did it work? Whenever I think I put it in place I type a few lines and the darn thing is loose again.