This may be from editorial shenanigans, but the article reads to me like Sturgeon does not want to accept reality, even when she's already been told what those realities are, first in that the UK is leaving the EU, and second that a failed referendum has already been held.
She spoke of the meeting with May, where hard lines were drawn in the sand, and wanting to pretend that they aren't there, or that she just doesn't like what she's heard.
The ball she wants to take home simply isn't hers to take.